Breath Just Breath

I’m starting to get a little antsy. I haven’t ridden in quite awhile due to weather and other stuff going on and I’m worried. My confidence level is kaput! Should I go sit on it and pretend I’m riding? Or should I watch a video on how to ride? OMG! I’m panicking I don’t remember how to shift, which side is the clutch? What’s the sequence fuel, engine, choke…..dang it!